THE WALL

Theres something about this video that hits me every time I watch and listen to it. I cant help but get a bit sentimental every time I take a look at this communities history and its passed.

I guess its soo touching because I believe that every name that was mentioned (and more) believed in a vision. For me personally, I had a vision of my own for the area. And the Lord sure has blessed me with a passion to serve! And with me, along with many others had passion and was willing to put blood, sweat, and tears for service.... literally! blood, sweat, and tears!! (well for me, not to much on the tears haha) but my heart definately did weep though!!

There a came a time when my heart and soul did weep for the people in this community, for my leaders (passed and current at the time) and the people I served. I wept because I saw this ministry falling apart. And personally, it just seemed that the passion was lost. I was apart of that "new generation" thats always talked about haha, and I guess this can relate to the video as well, my time to help rebuild has come.

...and thats exactly what happened in the year of 01.

but anyway back to the moment of "The Wall" video during the Nehemiah weekend...

questions popped up in my head, not really in a bad way or anything, but questions about "why, how?"

I kept on thinking to myself.... "Im such an ordinary doode" "my closes group of friends arent in the community any more, how am I?" etc etc....

I ponder to myself and ask myself lotsss of questions... prolly wont even post it on here...

anywayz,,,, its almost 5am so imma cut this for now.... im out..

PEACE!